its been a week... his 7th day... by chinese tradition.. he'll come back home today. and we burnt stuff for him..
a week.. this one week has been difficult and too fast for the family.. sis has been tied down with all the paper work.. mom is disstressed by many many stuff.. i'm.. damn fine..
would really have to thank my 五舅, 三姨丈, 四姨, and 五姨.. they have really helped us a lot... financially, mentally, and physically.. now my house looks totally different.. cos they helped clear everything like as if we're moving house.. and they spent a lot i guess.. i dunno how i can express my gratitude towards them.. but.. seriously.. i am very very glad that u are all my favourite relatives.. malaysia relatives i love u all!
anyway.. the paternal side relatives are redundant unless they are blaming people.. and acting sad.. and fuck that bitch.. she actually had the face to come and put up such a big show.. u fucking dun ever show up in front of my if not i'll fucking blow up ur face..
and i think i blew up my moe interview.. so.. guess i have to go for a backup plan.. future.. you are so bleak...
一个星期了。
这个星期里，你去了那里?
有想我们吗? 还是你在恨我们呢？
你回来了吧？可以不要走吗？
时时刻刻都想到你。我知道已经太晚了。
每次想到你，内疚的心情就不受控制的浮现。
他们说得对。我们应该立刻把你送到医院。
我应该尽量叫醒你。把你叫回来。
应该守在你旁边。以免有事。
现在已经太晚了。
我只能说，是我害死你的。
对不起。
不能再流泪。
我是快乐地。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:05 AM
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987
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锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
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Bleach
the '仲良's
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the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
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