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Sunday, July 29, 2007


想念...

after work.. lunch with ariel.. which was filled with chit-chats.. next simpson's movie with pam and bernard.. the movie's super super lame.. LoL.. but very funny and entertaining lah... ha... headed for rochor's tau huey and its super nice!! had the fried dough butterfly too.. it was super satisfying.. then it was Waraku!! ate the same thing.. Tonkatsu don or something like that.. haha.. loved it.. oh.. before that we caught the fireworks.. nice lah.. but super smokey.. cos it was drizzling a bit..

yeap.. and i'm back home.. looking forward to tml's full day of slp.. haha..

and just a side note.. the rate at which the man's smoking.. one day i'm gonna get the same cancer.. and die of it too.. damn.. i'm a second-hand smoker..



突然有点想她。。
不知她现在是在天堂守望着我们吗？
还是已经在投胎的路上。
她躺在那里的画面。深深刻在我的脑海里。
玛玛我永远不会忘记你的。
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选择，每一个人都一定需要做的。
但万一做错了，或是后悔了。那人，该怎么办？
大家一定会说，如果真的慎重考lu过，
那已决定了的选择，就不应该后悔。
如果后悔了，往往还是能再从头开始。
可是这个人，以没时间啦。。


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:05 AM



Thursday, July 26, 2007


I'm still alive...

Although its only been 11 days since my last update.. But in case you guys thought i'm dead.. or maybe hoping i am.. I'm not!! i'm still alive!! whakaka..

kk.. past week was just working working.. then cafe cartel with uob training gang.. dun ask me y cafe cartel.. LoL.. but it was ok lah.. i ate a lot.. a set meal for panfried linguine.. and banana and peach waffle for dessert.. whakaka.. and very paiseh to roy... cos the training gang bit demanding for the food.. hmm.. should be normal ba..

then swensen's with Bee Cheng.. they have this executive lunch set.. which includes drinks, soup, and dessert!! so it was like quite cheap lah.. much much cheaper than i expected.. and we enjoyed the meal a lot .. hehe..

then amoy street market.. lor mee!! char kuay teow!! and then the glamorous fireworks..

weekend was spent chilling at the changi airport.. stupid starhub.. i can't use the internet there.. but its ok.. oh.. and delifrance food has improved.. not bad lah..

and its work and work.. and today.. i'm here... things are getting confusing with work.. many many things to learn.. and my brain's about to explode.. but i guess i have to work harder.. if not i'll make my "sen-seis" angry with me... or even gena scolded.. have to take things slowly i suppose.. though its really demoralising today.. but ya.. i'll have to buck up..

and there's this relief woman.. i seriously dun like her.. whenever i did something wrong.. she likes to rub it in.. and giggle to herself that "heng" the one who did something wrong wasn't her.. and she likes to poke her nose into whatever i'm doing.. and she's quite attitude.. but nvm.. she's only here for one week.. ha..

everyone's going overseas.. haiyo.. hope all are safe.. will pray for you guys' safety here in singapore!!


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 9:12 PM



Sunday, July 15, 2007


hisashiburi da ne..

been nearly a week since i came online for blogging or msn.. or anything else.. since she flew off..

have been working all week long.. and making really lots of mistakes during work.. though they've been saying i can always ask when i'm unsure.. i can always take my time for things.. its ok to make mistakes cos' i'm new.. yet its a totally diff thing when i really have doubts.. maybe its my approach but they always give me a very "what-is-it-u-want" look.. especially with my own mentors.. and it really makes me dun want to ask anyone anything.. and like its not enough.. whenever i make a mistake.. they would come niam me endlessly.. god.. maybe cartel's really better..

Transformers.. Ikoi and Harry Potter made life better for me this week.. Ikoi's heavenly as always.. Transformer's really cool.. and Harry Potter's quite good.. rupert grint made the movie better.. LoL.. and my friends made my week a hell lot better..

that sums up my week.. shouldn't be coming online as frequently as last time.. cos really tired after work and will basically just stone on my pathetic bed.. pathetic cos worst than the comfy japanese futon..

and lzy.. take real good care.. bit worried after noe-ing some of your "progress" there.. but yeap.. think you're doing fine.. put on more clothes!!



its less than 0 degrees celsius there now..
my dear ohana.. stay warm..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:23 AM



Sunday, July 08, 2007


she's really gone...

she's been gone for 4 hrs and 28 mins.. plus plus.. at this present time when i'm typing.. sitting on her plane.. maybe drinking orange juice.. or sleeping.. and i'm missing her already..

like we said.. its really weird.. not to have her around.. all the outings are going to be different... no one there to act cute.. no one there to sai nai.. no one there to crack funny jokes.. i'm gonna miss her a lot..

we were all sending her with a smile.. waving her good bye.. and we all held up our tears till she went in.. poor huu, kutt and yii.. we shedded tears.. but were happy for our dear friend.. cos deep in our hearts we know that our dear zhang is pursuing a journey of happiness for her future.. and of course we would want her future to be bright as a star..

it feels really heavy to know that she's not here anymore.. its really like a missing piece in a puzzle.. when i think of it as she's no longer here.. the smile fades.. and the heart's heavy.. maybe its selfish.. but its really sad.. hopefully it will subside.. really.. humans will only understand the importance of something or someone.. only when he/she loses it.. now i truly understand.. and somehow.. i really quite regret it..

lin zhiyi.. though you won't see this.. but hopefully.. u will call me when you reach canberra.. or sydney.. please.. now i really hope brain telephathy really works..

lastly.. lin zhiyi.. i really miss you..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:11 AM



Friday, July 06, 2007


unbelievable..

today's topic.. is due to the reason that I still cannot accept the fact that my dear zhang is REALLY leaving.. to a foreign world.. and not coming back till dunno when.. but guess i have to really accept it.. that she's going to pursue her future in a fruitful journey.. and she will return one day successful..

thinking back.. i really can't remember how i got to noe zhang.. i only rememberd her as one of vin's group of girls in GL.. kbox and gossip kaki of hw.. only till in teh beng did i get to noe her.. first impression? i forgot.. no, seriously..

LSCT GLs was the bridge to the friendship i guess.. from strangers.. to bitch club then bah bahs even in comm.. all the way.. this zhang has been there for me.. whether its bitching around.. studying together but end up talking session.. eating a lot yet claiming we are on diet days.. supporting me when i'm at my lowest point.. this is lin zhiyi.. my friend.. my jie mei.. the zhang who keep claiming that she's cute naturally.. serious at work and so funny at times..

these are the things i think i can't believe would be gone when she's gone.. the sisters would be short of one.. like an incomplete puzzle.. but no mind.. i believe that the sisters will stay strong and together no matter how far each of us are.. cos friends never forget each other.. remember we used to say Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left out? yeap.. we are one ohana..

deep from my heart i sincerely wish you a safe journey throughout her study years.. wherever you go.. and in whatever you do.. success.. study hard ya.. wish i guarantee you would.. and come back as often as you can.. take care of yourself there.. really.. pls dun fall sick so easily like you used to a while ago.. and when you miss us.. remember that we miss you too.. here..

in less than 18 hrs.. so soon...


wishing you all the best..



...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 11:40 PM



Thursday, July 05, 2007


Slack day!!!

Hmm.. okie.. today's training day.. which was actually quite slack.. so super happy lah.. already yesterday quite looking forward to today.. and yes.. it came... but its over also.. tml's coming like.. in less than half an hour.. back to stoning at the branch huh.. when will i get my station neh..

after work.. since waiting for pam.. went shopping with lynn!! note.. not the lynn from NP.. lynn from my training class uob.. we walked around citilink.. then went to missha to buy something.. but in the end.. i didn't buy any.. cos the sales girl there super unhelpful and unfriendly.. eh.. u think i no money ah.. u kiwi niao niao.. then went to MS.. and i bought my bag!! finally!! i decided on the Tomato Can one.. ha.. bit bu she de use.. but boh bian lah huh.. LoL..

Carl's Jr at Vivo with Pam.. The sweet lady bought me a swiss roll cake from BreadTalk for me as a bday cake lah!! LoL.. touched lah.. gratefully finished the cake without leaving any for her.. i sacrifice can.. i get fatter lor.. LoL.. jkjk..

and now i'm home.. bit craving for sleep.. something to look forward tml~ Fish and Co with bahs!! hehe..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:23 AM



Tuesday, July 03, 2007


kiwi niao...

tomorrow's course.. will be seeing the rest again.. ok.. not since very long.. but heck lah huh.. sort of gathering ba.. though Jean wun be there..

time seems to be flying so fast.. dear zhang will be leaving so soon.. omg.. i think i'm quite evil.. but i have this urge to stop her from leaving.. but still.. she's pursuing her future... how can i.. someone without anything to look forward to other than waking up early every morning to "tuna-can trains" stop her.. still.. its so fast!!! haiyo!!

confucius says.. when someone does not understand.. we must try to enlighten them.. and tell them our stand.. i think i failed in doing that.. badly..




suddenly.. i feel like going for camps..
camping marathon..
eh.. where got possible...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 11:38 PM



Monday, July 02, 2007


my path??

hmm.. was reading the "Today" paper during lunch and noticed this advert from PSB academy.. they got Bsc for sciences from Uni of Western Aust.. So went to search.. and looked through the introduction for the courses.. in the end.. seems like only science courses attracts me huh.. but i'm still not very sure bout future studying..

meanwhile.. while i'm still so unsure bout what lies ahead.. except the fact that i have to report to work everyday.. i shall lay out a very very rough plan for myself..

dear bahs.. i got a chong dong when i got a desk of my own to put the nodding clay Barrel you all gave me on it.. but seems like no one has anything other than work stuff on their tables.. how di...

pay haben come in... and i'm already quite broke.. and i think i need to get to sleep earlier.. haiyo..

craving for Waraku....




gate closed.. definitely..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:25 PM



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