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Thursday, April 28, 2005


TrAiNiNg...

Today's training was quite fun... Cheered a bit.. .Then some cheers didn't learn before.. But then someone insisted for us to learn it.. Although in the end we didn't... Which was fortunate on our side...

Captain's ball.. Quite fun... I was a bit blur la.. Not much help though.. Hehe.. Paiseh la.. But I enjoyed myself.. After that was Teh-O and Teh-Beng's fight... Cos Teh-si got draw.. I think? Interesting match... After captain's ball... One for all, all for one... Everybody did 30 pumping.. But the shitty problem is that after that we did about 15 more pumping for no reason at all... Some idiot just wants us to do ah... Then still want to throw people's bottle ah... We are not dogs ok? We are not your toys...

After that went to market eat with HW,YF and E Ping... Ate tang yuan and the grass jelly with soyamilk... So full of "dao ni" sia... After that we went to KAP... Then met Jessie and Zhiyi.. Talked so much... Very fun....

Then went home after I think 10pm? LoL.... We got so much to talk...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:29 AM



Saturday, April 23, 2005


FaMiLy...

The meaning of a family from dictionary.com::

  1. a. A fundamental social group in society typically consisting of one or two parents and their children.
    b. Two or more people who share goals and values, have long-term commitments to one another, and reside usually in the same dwelling place.
  2. All the members of a household under one roof.
  3. A group of persons sharing common ancestry.
  4. Lineage, especially distinguished lineage.
  5. A locally independent organized crime unit, as of the Cosa Nostra.

  6. a. A group of like things; a class.
    b. A group of individuals derived from a common stock: the family of human beings.

But none of the meanings I can find in mine... What really is a family?

Does anyone really have a complete one?

Or is it just another thing which can never be achieved?

It is just a fantasy... An imagination of the gullible human mind....



...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:41 AM



Friday, April 22, 2005


Blog Skin Changed~!!!

Hey hey... Blog skin changed again!! And this time did it quite fast.. Surprised... LOTR... But then the character is Aragorn... Not my favourite but then I like the layout and the colour of the skin.. If I find something like this... I would change... LoL..

Tag Board problem solved.. Now you can see what you type!! Isn't it exciting?! Woohoo!! -- Ok... I'm entertaining myself.. Meanwhile.. Bear with this.. LoL...

Oh.. And the picture keep not showing itself.. So.. erm.. Yeah...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:50 AM





Ah~!!!!

Today... Went to Wisma... After buying my stuff went to toilet. Came out turn a bend.. I saw a guy back view infront of me.. I was thinking "Hmm... Not bad.. Maybe quite good looking..." Then he turn around.. And I was stunned for a split second... It was Yang Zhi Long~!!! Ah~!!!!! And there I was looking so shag... In my cartel uniform... Haiz.. Don't mention it.. Then he also stun a while think cos he see me stun.. LoL... Then I act dao.. Then go take lift.. Haha... Yesterday also saw him at Far East.. My god.. He's really good looking lor.. Too bad he's married..

But then even if he's not married... So? Haiz... To me... The guys are always just a far away dream.. Which I can never see, even in my sleep..

Work... LoL... Gena called to go give flyers... So fun.. Everybody walk pass me give me the "I didn't see you" face.. And I didn't know I was gone for so long.. Sorry everyone!!! Sorry Yf~!! Sorry Jenna!!

There's this song which I find very very nice.. Alicia Key's Karma.. May be quite an old song already... But... It really nice!! Meaningful also.. Can't have enough of it..

Alicia Keys - Karma Lyrics

Weren't you the one who said that you don't want me anymore
And how you need your space and give the keys back to your door
And how I cried and tried and tried to make you stay with me
And still you said your love was gone and that I had to leave
Now you're Talking bout a family
Now you're saying I complete your dreams
Oh
Now you're sayin I'm your everything
You're confusing me
What you saying to me, don't play wit me, don't play wit me
Cause....

[Chorus:]
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin', desirin' to come back to me
What goes around comes around
What goes up must come down
Now who's cryin, desirin', to come back

I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you til 3 o'clock in the 'morn
And when you came home you'd always have some sorry excuse
Half explaining to me like I'm just some kind of a fool
I sacrificed the things I wanted just to do things for you
But when it's time to do for me
You never come thru
Now you wanna be up under me
Now you have so much to say to me
Now you wanna make time for me
Whatcha doin to me, you're confusin me
Don't play with me don't play with me cause

[Repeat Chorus 2x]
I remember when I was sittin home alone
Waitin for you till 3 o'clock in the 'morn
Night after night knowing something goin on
Wasn't long before I be gone
Lord knows it wasn't easy believe me
Never thought you'd be the one that would deceive me
And never do what you're supposed to do
No need to approach me fool, cuz I'm over you

[Repeat Chorus]

Gotta stop trying to come back to me

[Repeat Chorus]

It's called Karma baby and it goes around


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:17 AM



Wednesday, April 20, 2005


FiNaLLy~!!!!

Today... Went for training.. LoL.. Then everyone saw in the toyota crown... Haiyo.. Training quite fun... We went around finding the SU campers and trying to bomb them with our cheers.. Something like a friendly competition ba... LoL.. But the SU people didn't respond.. And even wanted peace.. But we were really guai lan and sang the "don't care" cheer... LoL... But.. Yeah.. All was fun..

After training went to town with HW, YF and E Ping... We went to Xu Liu Shan first.. And shared a lot of things.. Very mango... There was a sago, 2 mango pudding with ice-cream, and a mango pudding... Very very very nice~!!!!!!! Then we siao.. Took some pictures with HW's hp cam.. Mine with a few... Quite fun... All 4 of us were showing the "man zu" face... LoL...

After that went to Pac Plaza and I finally got my mesh cap~!!!! Woohoo!!! Its a roxy one.. Quite cool.. And there's this pin thing at the side which makes it much more punky.. I love it.. After that went to Far East LJS... Talked a lot there.. Met Firdaus.. Think his friend interested in YF... LoL... Next time go ask him.. Whahaha....

Oh.. Talking sessions are always great.. Didn't really wanted to leave at all.. We were frank with each other... Gossip, news, anything under the sun and moon we talked... Felt so happy.. Lamed a lot... LoL... So next time if you want to have chemistry with a person just put a chem textbook in between and there will be... Or.. According to Miss Chong Yah Fong.. If your OBC, IPC not very good means you do not have very good chemistry with people.. LoL... And there was lots lots more.. Can't remember~ Oh.. And Finally E Ping understood the meaning of "mai chuang kou"... Hehe...

Then went to buy my shoe.. Nice colour.. All 3 of them helped me choose... Nice and cheap.. Just what I want.. Then HW also bought one.. LoL.. Yeah... And went to Taka.. Kino not opened.. So we went back... And we talked more in the train... LoL.. So much to talk.. So little time...

Hmm... Hui Ting posted something of a Sandman quiz... And my results was like.. What the??!

You Are: Death of the Endless
You are Death, the second oldest of the Endless,
the seven great incarnations.She is, in outward appearance, a goth with wild
unkempt hair and slightly punkish clothes. But
she is far beyond that mere description. Her
function is much like the "Reaper,"
to collect the souls of mortals as they die.
She is perky, optimistic, and bright, but she also
has a serious side, which shows when she is
angry or upset. She can become quite frustrated
with her brother, when he is being singularly
foolish.
People fear her because of what she is, and this
can get her down sometimes. But they also love
her, without ever truly knowing why.

What Sandman Character Are You?
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...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 11:24 PM



Tuesday, April 19, 2005


MirAcLe~~

Guess what... I woke up at 11+ today... And I slept at about 3+ yesterday... Normally when I sleep at 3+ that night I would wake up at like 3+ the next day... Woo... Miracles do happen around me!! LoL...

Anyway.. Went to work late.. As usual.. And he was back... And everyone was like acting weird.. When I don't even care.. There's nothing!! Just because I say "fat people also cute what..." then like that.. Haiyo... Nvm... I enjoyed work today anyway.. Oh.. And Navin's going going to quit already.. So many people quitting.. So little left.. Haiz...

Tomorrow got training... Hmm... Dunno what we are going to do... Hope there's only half a campus's run if there is.. No more energy to run le... Haven't learn my top of the world yet... LoL... Hmm... Looking forward to training... Sandman go!! Logistics go!!!


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:00 PM





THE TriAL CamP~!!!!

Hey Hey... Just returned from the 3 days 2 nights trial camp from school... Woo... Very very fun... Got to know more people from GLs... More games.. More cheers and songs... More of everything under the sun and the moon la...

Games were quite new to me cos' I didn't go for FOC last year.. But I enjoyed them all the same.. Love my group Teh Si.. Fun people..

Then the songs and cheers were interesting.. From I dunno one at all to knowing some.. And the boys.. I don't want to name who... Go and change the Little green frog song to something about me... I dunno to laugh or to cry... Aiyoh... Haha... But then I should feel honoured.. Song leh... Got how many people can have others put you in song one? LoL... But then there were also quite a few others who gena also... LoL....

FID erm.. Quite interesting... Ah.. All in all... I enjoyed myself totally... And its like after the camp HW, Eping, YF and me still got the energy to go KAP and talk talk... Until about 9+... LoL... Yeah.. That's the feeling.. Woo... Looking forward to FOC~!!!!


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:05 AM



Saturday, April 16, 2005


TriAL CAmP~!!!

Hey Hey.. Today went to work as usual... Woo~ Wasn't late eh... Then YF waited for me to finish work.. Then Sis also came... Wah! Surprise.. And she also saved me.. Cos she didn't want to wait.. Then I won't need to stay and then do free labour just for the transport.. LoL.. (Ok... I don't like to do closing can?) Ah... But then in the end left Sis sit there in train while talking to SL and Elsie... Well, she was talking with her bf ma... Then YF talked with Pei Hua whom we met on the station... Happening... Ah... But then sorry to YF... Who waited for me like 2 hrs? Sorry~!!!!

Ok... Camp is in about 7 hrs' time and I'm so unprepared... There's like so much things to pack... Aiyo... And I'm so tired now... Dunno why I work today also... Hmm... Nvm.... Looking forward to camp and everything~!!!!

Oh.. Lee Lye Huat... I hope I see you on Monday... And on the FOC camp... Hehe... Though you don't even know I got blog...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:48 AM



Thursday, April 14, 2005


BuSy...

Hmm... Yesterday... Went for training... Quite fun.. Learnt a lot of cheers, a new song and a dance... Interesting ba... No PT... A bit "bu xi guan"... but then... may be better without...

After that went to town with YF... We walk to a lot of places in serach of the perfect shoe.. Then we even stalk someone because her shoe very nice... Its like my Adidas one.. Just that the white part is Army picture.. Really nice.. But we couldn't find it.. Then went to the Royal Sporting House at Wisma... This time the scanner did not sound~!!! After trying a few shoes.. YF bought a black one... Quite nice.. .Quite suitable for her... Then found that it was 9+ already~!! Woo~ Time flies....

Today... Matriculation... Was late.. Quite fun also... Then found that Miao Hua's junior Lye Huat is in Biotech... Woo hoo~!

Before work.. Went home.. Then went carrefour buy sleeping bag.. Wah... Cheap lor!! Less than $15 eh... Hmm... Then in the end went to work.. Today's work? Yeah.. Its the cliche....


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:00 AM



Tuesday, April 12, 2005


BetTeR...

After much thinking...

I found that maybe its better for me not to turn up...

Then I can forget...

Then he can get his happiness...

Then I would not be interfering...

Isn't this better?

Yes... Its better....


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:00 AM



Thursday, April 07, 2005


LeT mE Be ALoNe...

Don't speak of me..
Don't talk to me...
Don't look at me...
Don't call me...
Don't message me...
Don't chat with me...
Don't send me e-mails...
Don't say anything to me...
Don't joke with me...
Don't ask me anything...

Just let me be alone...

Funny how much it hurts when a billion little knives cuts slowly into your heart...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:46 PM





PaSt FeW DayS...

Hmm... Found that I quite long didn't update blog liao... Ok... So here goes things from my past few days...

Met Hong Wei after work to go to Jason's chalet at Sentosa on Monday. Hmm... Then I found that I was really the only girl.. Nvm.. Then they keep on bully me.. But all was ok.. Cos' after that Hui Ting came and save me.. Then all of us talked a lot... Ghost stories, some things of catholics which was very interesting.. Come to think of it.. Maybe I would want to convert to be a catholic... Hehe... But then I dunno how.. LoL... Kk... Nvm... Ya.. Then we went to Siloso... Then walk walk... After that went back then went home..

But after the camp I was surprised that people think that I got tattoo when I really dun have... And also.. I'm not someone who is "sui bian"... And I found out some things.. Which can last me a few days of depression.. But.. I'm not going to mention it here.. Haha...

Then after that... Tuesday at home nua... Today... Work lor.. Before that went to find Fiona after she went to Cartel to interview.. Hopes she get the job..

Just now saw an MTV on my desktop.. THink my sister d/l one.. Its Final Fantasay 8: Eyes on me.. The song is very meaningful, and the characters from the MTV was life like.. But then I dunno how to show u all.. LoL... So.. I put the lyrics of the song lor.. LoL... How I wish there's someone who could do what is in the song to me... But I know it will never happen.... So... Forget it..... Here goes...

Final Fantasy 8: Eyes on Me Lyrics
Whenever sang my songs, on the stage, on my own.
Whenever said my words, wishing they would be heard.
I saw you smiling at me, was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner, of this tiny little bar.
My last night here for you, same old songs just once more.
My last night here with you, maybe yes, maybe no.
I kind of liked it your way, how you shyly placed your eyes on me.
Oh, did you ever know, that I had mine on you.
Darling, so there you are, with that look on your face.
As if you're never hurt, as if you're never down.
Shall I be the one for you, who pinches you softly but sure.
If frown is shown then, I will know that you are no dreamer.
So let me come to you, close as I wanna be.
Close enough for me, to feel your heart beating fast.
And stay there as I whisper, how I loved your peaceful eyes on me.
Did you ever know, that I had mine on you.
Darling, so share with me, your love if you had enough.
Your tears if you're holding back, or pain if that's what it is.
How can I let you know, I'm more than the dress and the voice.
Just reach me out then, you will know that you are not dreaming.


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:08 AM



Friday, April 01, 2005


Heh Heh...

Woohoo!! As you may have noticed... I've got another new skin!! Its by a person called lonestar and I find he/she very talented.. Cos' all the skins are very nice, quite abstract and most importantly, black background and some blue or purple... Yeap..

Why I want to change skin? Cos' I heard that the last skin got some problem and so, I've changed it... Hope this one doesn't have any problem?

Hehe... And I used some elvish words as part of the headings.. Like "nin" for me, "meldo" for friends, "mokir" for things which I hate and etc. etc.... Hmm... looks like I'm a poser... But who cares... I like.. So what if somebody feels that I'm a poser... (ok.. yes, I'm a poser... --)

Riddle of strider still remains... Read YF's blog about the browsing of the books at the library.. Hmm.. Yeah.. Seems like we are nerds... My god... But Tolkien's books are very interesting.. He's a genius!! Although he's a bit racist, but his books are very captive... Yeah... And I also want to read the biography of say... Ghandi? Cos' I never really understood what he really did to make him so memorable... LoL...

Look at the time now... So early... Kk.. Gtg liao... Ja ne~!!!


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 4:21 AM



..mE..
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987

..LoVeS..
SLEEP
Daydreaming~
$$$$$
J-pop & Manga
锦户　亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei


..HaTeS..
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!


..wiShiNg fOr..
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..


..wAntS tO LeArN..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
CREDITS
BRUSHES:1 2
DESIGNER:1 2
HOST:1
URAHARA PICTURE:1

..tAg mE..