didn't do anything today.. just slept... the whole day... maybe i should be doing some clearing but heck.. its my rest day..
need a bag.. but i dunno which to buy.. tomato can? leather? wait till i have th money ba.. LoL..
COnfucianianism is based on the 10 key concepts.. 仁，义，礼，知，信，忠，孝，正，学，行。
宰予昼寝。子曰: "朽木不可雕也，粪土之墙不可圬也。于予与何诛?" 子曰: "始吾于人也，听其言而言其行；今吾于人也，听其言而观其行。于予与改是。" --> Inspiration? Words can cheat. Yet daily behaviour easily reveals one's level of moral cultivation...
i'm currently uncontactable.. pls call me if anything..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:20 PM
end of training...
today marks the end of ibranch training.. happy yet mixed with anxiety.. or maybe nervouness instead of anxiety.. cos monday going branch liao ma.. scared sia.. need to make new friends again.. haiz.. guess i have to be more socializable.. no.. seems like i need to huh..
received graduation photo.. quite fast actually.. but i looked so goon in the picture.. sushila chang looked ever so glamorous.. oh.. forgot to mention.. i got a cert for completing the training.. everyong did.. so its nothing prestigious.. LoL..
realised i really need to pack up my things.. with the whole folderS of notes from training.. haiyo..
i haven't spouted any vulgarities this whole week.. feels queer.. but i can spout a million now.. maybe more... books on Buddhism and Confucianism is good for health...
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:37 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
not my day...
this morning.. i saw the letter on my desk.. was expecting it.. so brought it out.. my debit card arrived!! but then.. the card people emboss my name wrongly.. my surname is CHEONG.. not CHONG!!! no see before CHEONG is it!! haiyo.. so during lunch break went to bank to inform them.. the CSA auntie very nice.. she tell show me the system and sort of explained to me bout it.. cos she noe training dun have that thing.. and she keep asking me to go eat.. LoL.. nice lah..
second teabreak.. rsaf called.. they told me they scheduled me for a computerised test for dunno 2nd or 4th July.. My first reaction.. haiz.. too late lah.. i really felt sad lah.. haiz.. really too bad.. but nvm.. i shall really like my present job..
borrowed lots of books today at Tampines library.. k lah.. only 4.. my max. limit ma.. but they are books which when I tell you the names.. You will look at me in disbelief.. so i shall not say what i borrowed.. LoL..
tml~!! ben's release!! haiyo.. dun go so far lah..
really.. granted.. initiative?
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:25 PM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
stressed...
shall update on the past few days.. saturday~ my bday!! LoL.. k lah.. i went shopping around town alone.. eh.. bahs.. i not emo barbie k.. its just a nice day alone.. i had Waraku!! the tonkatsu set there super nice lah!! i wanna go Waraku again!! went to see the Tomato Can bag again.. its nice lah.. but.. i dunno leh.. and now i dun have money to buy bag yet.. LoL.. so.. ya.. wait lor..
oh ya.. and i have to thanks everyone who wished me Happy Birthday.. To those who sent me sms-es.. Sorry didn't reply.. cos trying to cut cost for phone bill.. hehe.. thanks to all those who wished me verbally, friendster, online.. whichever way.. Thank you!
sunday.. celebration with bahs!! NYDC.. had baked rice and a very chocolatey dessert.. then we took bling bling neoprints!! its nice lah.. bahs gave me a very cute present.. its a nodding "Barrel" from Nightmare before Christmas.. Barrel is one of the 3 handyman for the Boogey-man.. cute lah.. and the cute drawing of everyone.. Thank you my bahs!!
monday and today work lor.. started the hands-on work.. and its a bit stressing.. once we move on to the next topic.. i tend to forget a bit of the one before that.. but.. nvm.. ha.. can revise.. tml work again~
2 more days till Ben's "release" I hope!
presenting the very kiddish cake my father bought for me.. reminds you of your cake during your K1 or even younger years? LoL..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:37 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
teens...
today's friday!! and the last work day of the week! LoL.. happy lah.. mac for dinner with P&V... stupid mofo called and we were all so high.. fun talking to him.. all miss him lah.. pass ippt okie..
today.. when crossing road to exchange bus from 965 to 853.. witnessed 2 accidents.. k lah.. first one was quite far.. so only noe the orange bike kissed the butt of the car infront and its "wheel protector" dropped off.. both party unhurt.. second one happend right beside me.. bike smashed into vehicle's butt.. biker spun out of his bike.. the smashing was loud.. was quite stunned and didn't dare touch him.. cos dunno first aid.. and afraid he might become worse if i touched him.. at first he didn't move.. thought he was dead lah.. but after a while he stirred.. then the driver came out and helped him onto the sidewalk.. my 1st reaction.. call 995.. the receiver was surprisingly calm lah.. and ambulance super efficient.. arrived in like 5 mins.. and i quickly siam.. cos someone called media.. i think..
after this incident.. super dissapointed with s'poreans.. not all though.. like the uncle in the 1st accident.. he super racist lah.. he keep saying "huan nah lang.. huan nah lang.." and the rest of the passers-by.. just watch lor.. no one initiated to call ambulance.. when they took their phones out.. it was to call the media.. like.. wtf?? haiyo.. but still there's kind people like the driver.. cheers to him huh..
and now's the time to say goodbye to teens.. its my best years.. now its twenties.. not much diff lah.. ha.. tml~!! cut hair!!
dad bought me a super kiddish cake.. LoL.. really touched though.. thanks huh!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:34 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
back to "school"...
hmm.. basically its really so called back to school these 2 days since training.. okeh.. though its just the second day training but the feel of studying is back again.. need to memories procedures like steps in protocol of an experiment.. get home and revise what I learnt.. listen for hours and staring at notes and ppt slides.. sounds familiar?
only thing different is.. i didn't utter a word once the "lecturer" speaks.. and i DIDN'T sleep.. if i did this in poly.. pigs can fly.. but learnt many more things today.. interesting knowledge lah..
First day of work today~~ Hmm.. A bit of a bad start.. I lost my way.. (sweat..) Hehe.. But still i made it to the orientation room.. There was dozens of people already.. then there's this grouping by coloured stickers.. and i was in orange group~!! ha~ overall it was a very relaxed first day.. we didn't do any work at all probably cos its just the first day..
have to open a UOB account tml.. ha.. dunno why.. but i'm quite happy bout it.. LoL.. been really quiet today.. guess i shall talk more tml.. will be knowing my branch tml too.. yeap! looking forward huh!
by the way.. out of the dozens of people.. i was the youngest.. like.. what the.. and they say i look like 17.. even more.. what the..
Kuitan not showing in Singapore!!! WHY~?!~!?
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:26 PM
Saturday, June 16, 2007
Knee Problem??
LoL.. the kind V6 in action..
Okada super high at the back... hmm.. many many videos here huh.. LoL..
V6校瘋-膝蓋會發出聲音的女孩
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:01 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007
トリオ・ザ・シャキーン TRIO THE SHAKIN'
this video is so cute!!! Trio the Shakin?? Never heard before lah!! just found out that its theme song for the Drama Kuitan.. haiyo.. want to watch also lah.. AH!!! JAPAN!!!!
And there's so many new V6 videos and products!! money.. come come.. LoL..
Taiyo no Ataru Basho~ My all time favourite V6 song.. whakaka..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:10 AM
卒業(そつぎょう)~!!! sotsu gyou~!!
A very very long post. Reader!! Ye' be warned~!!
today went sch to pass ws her gift.. and unexpectedly she gave me one too! opened it before the "instructed" date cos I seriously can't wait.. paiseh lah huh.. and its really nice.. supposed to be my bday present.. so shall not say what it is yet.. i'm just really really grateful for it and hope she dun mind the lousy gift i gave her.. then yishun for dinner and home~
Yesterday was my Graduation ceremony.. Hmm... A huge mixture of emotions.. Ha.. Sentimental huh..
Let's see.. 2 years ago.. I went to the Graduation Ceremony as a helper (usher).. Happily congratulating my seniors for their graduation.. Fretting over the next day's instrumentation test.. But hecking it and enjoying myself all the time.. Not really ushering and slacking around.. Thinking about the road ahead.. and how to slack through my poly life.. And very happy that my friends are all around me..
2 years later.. Its my turn.. Sitting there.. waiting for my turn to get on stage for my cert.. i didn't get any awards.. count out that bronze CCA thing.. many others got it.. i can't say i did my best through my 3 years.. but its too late to regret too.. i feeling of being a graduand is much different.. plus this year have to wear that robe.. makes us look like rugby players.. LoL.. yeap.. but the events after the ceremony are much more interesting..
took lots of pictures after the ceremony.. and saw many many friends.. so happy!! and to dr choy.. sorry ah.. i actually didn't notice it was you on stage.. and you went off so early.. haiyo.. congratulations to all graduands~!! those who haven't.. I haven't forgotten you.. your time will come very very soon!! to everyone.. all the best in everything you do!! going overseas? take really good care please.. going army? take really good care too.. pls dun tio DB.. (oops.. touch wood..) working? i noe it sucks.. but you're getting experiences~!! jia you jia you to everyone!!!!! =D
oh ya.. went to Ritz buffet after the ceremony.. the food there is not bad lah.. but the company's better.. and i get to take picture with Harry!! LoL.. k lah.. i'm not that hua chi.. and i just think that he's good looking.. no more.. LoL.. we ate a lot.. and the 3 guys are like woah.. they ate a lot too.. feel a bit sad not working anymore at Ritz.. can't believe i'm saying this.. LoL..
today's the day mofo's gone to Tekong.. Honestly speaking.. I'm already missing his company.. LoL.. and he's missing us too!! LoL.. hopefully he does well for his IPPT huh.. good luck idiot!! LoL..
for me.. when i saw the tidy clubhouse and the 4 people hard at work there today.. it reminded me a lot of last time.. when my name was still on that board.. when we cleaned it with thinner.. and tidied the place all the time.. stayed there like its our second home during exams.. and pizza after that.. it still sucks a bit to noe that.. that place is not ours anymore.. but yeap.. everyone's gotta move on.. save that kind of feeling for reminicense..
no more NP.. no more LSCT.. no more slacking.. no more rushing through projects last minute.. no more bitching around in sch.. no more cartel.. no more Ritz.. UOB next.. dun really noe what to expect there.. but hope i enjoy work.. not really sure what I want for my future.. but i shall get stronger (強くなればい tsuyoku nare bai)!! and sort clearly what i want.. yeap.. same goes for everyone whom are in the same boat as me!! (though i clearly think there's none..)
i think i understand how she felt now.. its hard not to think it that way.. but who noes.. maybe its true..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:45 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
三年の後で(あとで)
E ping's bday celebration on Sunday was great.. Seoul garden.. and some neoprints.. we ate till we were near bursting.. LoL..
and been drinking coffee these 2 days.. ha.. nice ones though..
today had lunch with mother.. then met up with vin, pam, mofo.. they bought some stuff to pam's house for lunch.. and i went town.. 2 shirts and wallet from Nike with the voucher.. ha.. nice nice ones too~ oh.. and i bought a long sleeve black top from OAMC.. duno what company is that.. but heck..
tml's grad ceremony.. after three years.. like finally huh.. gonna see everyone tml too!! ha.. happy sia.. but the family haben confirm with me whether they are coming or not.. ya.. till now.. haben confirm.. but nvm.. shall enjoy myself tml~~
noticed i haben said anything bout bintan.. LoL.. soon soon.. haben gather my words yet..
我不知道我应该怎么做才是对的。 可能已经不同往日。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:27 AM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
can't think of a title...
yes... i really have no idea what to put for my title.. so i shall leave it as that..
as expected.. woke up late today.. so didn't go collect IC.. went to collect robe instead.. the robe is.. heavy? and it makes u look big when you wear it.. like u got square shoulders.. but the material's not bad.. and its orange~~ and navy blue...
and today saw him at the underpass to orchard station.. our eyes met and he smiled at me with a "i-dun-want-to-do-this" face.. i smiled back.. a simple greeting like a smile.. feels so diff as the past.. when we were laughing together.. times like these just has to pass huh..
tml seoul garden for e ping's bday.. sorry people.. can't join u all for night safari.. i dire need to be thrifty.. but still.. looking forward to the outing tml.. see ya all!!
and i found a way to rip the videos in le.. but its complicated.. and OF COURSE i noe that i need to use the COMPUTER to rip the videos in.. like DUH... haiyo...
gate must be closed.. omg.. i'm using this phrase again..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:47 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
lock and pop..
today's out with bee cheng.. enjoyable day.. and she bought me a IP zone t shirt.. and I promised her a swensen's dinner after my first UOB pay.. must remember huh.. ha.. tml~~ collection day.. IC and grad robe.. whakaka..
was through youtube and found T-Rush.. a 2003 girl dance duo who are really good.. and U-min.. and this locking vid.. U-min's on my friendster though..
and i just watched this 2004 NSSCO vid which Kingley's batch did.. So touching.. I nearly forgot about it.. I wanna upload it to youtube neh.. but i dunno how to copy from disc to com.. somebody teach me..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:22 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
集合(しゅうごう)?? shuugou??
today.. i was a good girl.. went to the library to collect my reserved books namely "Geisha of Gion" and "Geisha, a life".. They are actually the same books which are different versions.. So i ended up with the US version, "Geisha, a life", cos its newer and easier to handle.. and I borrowed Lemony Snicket's Series of Unfortunate Events too!! Hehe.. kids book.. But i dun care.. its nice.. though its really a sad story..
then went to mac.. and met pam and vin for dinner.. meanwhile.. today is really like a gathering (that's y the reason for the title for this post) for NSS... firstly i saw wei wen while waiting for the 2 at mac.. while waiting i saw 2 person who looked like gabriel and stanley.. didn't call them cos' not really gum with them also.. then after dinner when we went to mac for coffee and leaving.. saw one bunch of northlanders.. all not very gum.. so walked away.. LoL.. paiseh lah.. i anti social lah.. hehe..
tml meeting bee cheng!! ha.. for now.. shall go on with my reading.. ja ne..
I'm home!! From Bintan!! Its a great trip!! Enjoyed myself a lot throughout!! Hehe.. But sorry people.. Didn't buy any souveniors back.. Next time when I have more money lah.. okie?
Concussing soon.. shall say more bout Bintan tml~~
Till then.. rest well everyone!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:52 AM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
The Sands.. and Seas~~
Today.. Woke up a bit late.. Sorry ah.. pam pam.. Mac breakfast!!! Hotcakes with sausage.. Dunno how long no eat mac breakfast le.. whakaka.. super happy.. Then to kismis to watch them play... They did well.. Everyone really played hard.. I'm a "wai hang ren".. can't really say much lah.. but.. to me.. you all did well!! so dun take it too hard~~
dinner at market.. then home.. we are guai kias today.. cos we reached home before 10!! like WOW!!! hmm.. cos need to reach home early to pack things lah.. and slp early.. whakaka..
becos!! the sands and the seas are waiting for me!! bintan!! so looking forward to it!! finally a relaxing relaxing holiday!! will be away till tues.. so pls dun call me.. dun waste your moneyS huh.. LoL..
and i haben pack my bag.. LoL.. shower head like announcer pops up from ground... "time for packing bag~" "time for packing bag~".. woo~~ again! again!!
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:50 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
yare~ yare~
Its the first day of June~~ And I'm happy!! Cos June is a good month... Where all good babies are born.. LoL.. And this June is a very eventful one for me.. Where holidays are coming.. And a bahs bday.. Grad ceremony.. Then the full time job.. Then chan and ping's bday~!! All in one month.. LoL.. okok.. too looking forward to things.. I think..
Past few days was normal.. Just more sweet for the eyes.. And the new mac chicken sandwich is really really nice.. LoL.. seaweed shaker fries has always been good..
Today.. I woke up after slping for just 4 hrs.. Maybe cos yesterday slept too much.. And it was luck that I woke up at that time.. Cos the woman tried to take all my money away... Though she only returned me half in the end.. Jia lat.. everyone's snatching money in this house... where's my privacy??!!
And really looking forward to bintan.. haben pack bag.. nvm lah huh .. LoL..
oh.. and today.. i drew something nice~ though I had reference from a picture... okie.. Qing Kan~!! Tada~~!! Can see what it is? please tell me u can..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:00 PM
..mE..
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987
..LoVeS..
SLEEP
Daydreaming~
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J-pop & Manga
锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei
..HaTeS..
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!
..wiShiNg fOr..
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150 a new bike a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
..wAntS tO LeArN..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
