<body>

blog pic

Monday, April 28, 2008


ELLO!!!

haven't been doing much for the past week.. except working and counting down days till the last day.. OMG.. 3 more working days and i'm saying BYE BYE to caas!! woohoo!!!

anyway.. finally received the letter for moe's interview!!! woohoo!! but scared ah.. k.. more of.. happy.. yet.. afraid.. yet.. anxious.. aiyah!! feelings many many lah.. mixed emotions.. that maybe i will fail the interview and then i will be like a headless fly not knowing where to go.. i must do my best for this.. 2nd may.. omg.. i shall pray hard..

other than that.. yesterday saw the kids.. xl and joel.. damn funny can.. they look like twins.. and they are constantly "傻笑"-ing.. then qf also damn cock.. crap with us all the way.. and jie yu's dog loki is damn cute!! then its wendy's with pam and alvin.. all in all it was a mad night what with sias stewardess.. tak halal.. horlick's.. double eyelids.. and bikes.. LoL..

and freak... in another 7 hours' time i'll be in the office.. screaming in my heart bout the fact that i wish i'm at home sleeping.. RAH...



they say he'll still go..
even if he feels better..
i miss the him 7 years ago..
that him is gone..
but the current him.. is really going..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:15 AM



Sunday, April 20, 2008


OMG OMG OMG!!!

OMG... i just had to post this.. cos after so long it certainly has made me smile.. just look!!!


Urahara Kisuke!! just joined as a captain!! so cute right!!! LoL.. there are many many many more cute pictures of him lah.. LoL.. he was so noob last time.. gosh.. why am I so happy cos of a fictional character.. but he's really damn cute!!

and can you believe hirako shinji was a captain??! all the vizards were actually captains or vice-captains or seated officers.. OMG!! but the most stunning is still hirako shinji..

and urahara's actually the reason aizen became bad??!! what is kubo tite thinking??!!

okeh.. enough bout bleach.. think many of u thinks i'm speaking greek.. but its like the first thing which has cheered up many many since so long.. kubo tite.. thanks for making up urahara and everything bout bleach..

anyway.. its work later.. gotta go...

------------------------------------------------

he may go... he may not go...

that.. not-so-close kin..




...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 6:52 AM



Monday, April 14, 2008


freaked up...

nbcb... first step back home and already regretted.. why did i come home so freaking early.. money.. shouting.. money.. shouting.. fuck lah.. knn.. one day they'll really just suffocate if they dun shout and talk bout money for 5 secs.. they need a psychiatrist!!

at work.. that fucked up woman just HATES whatever I do.. what's your problem?! menopause got ahead of you? get a grip lah.. if you really have an issue.. just tell me I can pack up and go.. I will be freaking happy to do that..

RAH... hot ah.........


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 7:56 PM



Thursday, April 10, 2008


woo hoo~

just chatted with Justin Lee Jin Heng on msn.. OMG!!! so happy sia!! felt like last time when we kept crapping with each other.. he's commissioning on the same day as Ben!! as well as Bernard, Stevenson, Japheth, Ken and Kelvin!! woo hoo!!! Now I really hope Ben has bought our entry thing and we can all go!!

Poor tintin going Thailand training on 29th.. omg... bloody NSF is really kidnapping all my friends!! but what bout the girls? like also gena kidnapped somewhere, somehow..

Everyone, all my friends.. whoever consider urself my friend.. Be it you are in Singapore, Australia, Brunei, Thailand, Ireland, or anywhere on earth.. PLEASE take care of yourself.. be safe!! See ALL of you when I see you!!


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 9:12 PM



Wednesday, April 09, 2008


mixed.. mixed...

was super super hot at work today.. freaking gena scolded and tio shoot the whole day at work.. freak caas seriously...

anyway.. met pam after work for coffee and now i'm back home.. still bit hot lah.. freaking office workers.. RAH...

read the forum.. read memory lane.. it already felt bitter-sweet.. then backside itchy go read wj's blog.. and the feeling just came down pouring..

我一直以为他们恨透我们了。
可是他们却那么地珍惜那段时间。
可能不是因为我们,可能是,但还是感触良多。

想到当年的光辉,多么地怀念。
想到大家在一起奋斗,一起玩乐。
感觉那么地真实,却又像一场梦。
像一场过眼云烟的美梦。
梦醒了,回到现实。
才发现到一切回不来了。
大家都散开了。
是时候忘了,放了。

这时候,她真的哭了。


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:32 AM



Monday, April 07, 2008


Tadai.. Tadai.. Tadaima~!!

I'm home!! back from 3 days camp and 4 days bintan.. i'm exhausted.. but this is gonna be a super long post..

31st March.. Monday.. finished work at like 7+.. so much to finish yet I still left many things undone and left for home.. met pam.. had my dinner from her mum on the bus to school and wah lah.. hi to everyone.. many many stuff during prep camp.. then it was foc day 1.. emily and qf came!! OMG!! long long long time no see them lah!! then they telematch-ed.. and it was AnD..

we arrived at the scrabble game and I was SO happy!! cos there was foam.. we made many things with the foam.. my favourite was my mic.. and stupid qf and emily dropped me into the tub.. RAH.. then i helped them drop caryn into the tub.. it was damn fun.. and we surprised the gls.. but.. whatever.. i'm never fierce k..

walked around.. then it was showdown.. and we went to bath.. slept a bit.. then time for tanah merah ferry terminal..

3rd Apr.. day 1 bintan.. we just slept till late and had dinner at a nirwana resort restaurant called jeju restaurant.. sells korean food.. then its off to sleep again..

day 2 bintan.. it was kayaking.. tiring sia!! and we asked this counter guy to take photo for us.. note.. i didn't mention this counter guy for nothing.. see later.. anyway.. dinner was at NBC restaurant.. calamari!! pizza and chocolate cake!! my love!!

day 3 bintan.. banana boat.. supposed snorkelling but we ended up talking to that counter guy.. whose name is boy.. we talked to him for like.. 3 hrs? meanwhile tanning ourselves dark.. Boy is a very interesting guy from western sumatra.. good english.. good physique.. good geography.. LoL.. how come no singaporean is like that..

anyway.. he set a time for us to meet him that night for dinner.. so we met him at pasar oleh oleh and he took us to this hawker centre nearby and we had chicken, fish and kang kong.. he looked so intimidating that night.. apparently cos he's really tired.. finished dinner.. finished our shopping at pasar oleh oleh.. and went back to bed.. by the way.. I had my first sun burnt after the tanning that day.. first!! in twenty years!! and now I noe how much it hurts.. RAH..

day 4 bintan.. after breakfast it was sleep and pack up and nua-ing at NBC.. and talking a bit to boy.. then I got to noe this staff called dani who's still trying to learn english.. he got this damn cool english-malay dictionary.. anyway.. we just nua-ed.. and walked to mayang sari.. when it was time we went to bid farewell to Boy..

on the ferry.. we sat beside this pair of guys one of them was so badly injured.. apparently he fell off a buggy.. the buggy went over him dragged him and ripped off part of his feet.. yeap.. then it was back to singapore..

i'm already starting to miss Boy.. its amazing how we can start to know someone just by asking him to help us take a picture.. then talking and talking.. and it becomes like that.. but apparently it may be for other reasons.. right? miss chua.. LoL.. k joking..

anyway.. when it comes back to lsct.. mind you.. we were constantly asking ourselves.. what are they doing now at this time? is it going well? are they having fun? they've all really grown.. there's even surprises like ben wong and jinjie who really spoke up.. i noe i didn't play my part for them.. but i noe that my fellow gls did their job.. lsct IS a family afterall.. its a family where people watch each other grow and lend a shoulder or hand for all in need.. give support for each other whenever possible.. i seriously really really miss this family.. but guess everyone has to move on...

anyway.. its back to work tomorrow!! RAH!! i really feel like.. mc-ing for the rest of the month.. LoL...


和她说了那么多,真的勾起了许多回忆。
关于他们,我只能说真的应该放弃。
他们只是错过了的情义。
现在只能当作回忆慢慢地品尝那酸酸的味道。
我就是那么白痴。那么自私。
------------------------------------------------------------------------
看着他们长大已经是每年的事。
但每年都会有感触。
度过那么多,承受那么多。
都已经过去。
他们都长大了。已不需要你了。
是时候放手了。也把这一切当作酸酸的回忆,慢慢地品尝。
这一次,一定要是真的。


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:54 AM



..mE..
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987


..LoVeS..
SLEEP
Daydreaming~
$$$$$
J-pop & Manga
锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei


..HaTeS..
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!


..wiShiNg fOr..
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..


..wAntS tO LeArN..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)

CREDITS
BRUSHES:1 2
DESIGNER:1 2
HOST:1
URAHARA PICTURE:1

..tAg mE..