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Thursday, September 29, 2005


WaKe uP...

Woo.. Today's training is quite good.. Was late.. Sorry everyone!! Hee hee... But the mass game and telematch was great.. Really.. Things ran quite smoothly.. Just hope that there would be more discipline among the sgls.. and the gls... whakaka.. but all the games and everything reminded me of foc... Haiz... think everyone was reminded too ba... Fun and laughter... maybe that would never come back...

So many things happened.. Its not the first time already.. Things have been happening since I don't know when... I've already forgotten the times when we used to be so happy...

Please.. I'm pleading you.. Change it.. Don't be so serious.. Only you can make it a success... There would always be a solution to something.. Please... Really...

Ya... The effort is already starting to hurt... Everything is collapsing... wth~~


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:16 AM



Monday, September 26, 2005


SaVe CoSt SomEmOrE...

Knn.. Want to save cost.. I'm not a robot... You think you lemon I scared ah~!! THink more for your staff lah.. So many don't come for work nvm... We don't go for work, you kbkp.. Even get into our personal lives.. Eh... We got our own life cans?? Not like you.. Dirty lemon... Bias lemon..
Wait until my last day... You wait...

Hmm.. Tml going sch to help zy with some log things.. Woo.. Long time no do log le... Whakaka.. Don't know what they planned also.. Hope I'd be of some help... Whakaka...

The prediction is consuming us... How to stop it?

I'm trying awfully hard.. But.. It's really not that I don't want..


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:35 AM



Sunday, September 25, 2005


Hee hee

Firstly... HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIURONG~!!! LoL.. Hope you enjoyed your day.. Though there was a bit of some wishy washy about where to go.. Hur hur.. But realy hoped you enjoyed your day!!

And after today.. I swear not to watch horror films anymore... EEeewwww... So gross... So scary... Stupid red shoe.. Not nice not nice.. Dun understand the story also.. LoL... 3/4 of the time I was eating popcorn and concentrating on the package.. Whakakaka... Nvm... If financial condition allows.. Next movie would be Tim Burton's Corpse Bride~!! All the characters are so cute!! Whakaka...

Enjoyed myself today with the gang.. Hope they enjoyed themselves too. Think we are all broke.. K lah.. Wait until wednesday then spend lah hor.. Whakaka...

Tml.. Full shift sandwich... Wth... Hope I don't get scolded.. hope they dun pek chek...

It's not that I don't want... Its just that it takes time...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:46 AM



Saturday, September 24, 2005


WaLkiNg ProUd....

Just working these few days.. Nothing much.... The most happening thing while working is that a cockroach flew from behind to under my salad plate... Wah.. High.. Lucky Shaki saw... If not.. Woo... Customer see then I high... LoL...

Hmm.. Design... I like it.. But I seems to get on me.. I see the lettuce also think of design... What the.. Hope that the t shirt would come out well... Any comments just shoot ba.. My limit very high one.. Whakaka.. Woo... Think have to say sorry to me boss also.. Though he won't see this. Whakaka.. Paiseh lah.. Everytime late.. Somemore the design so amatuer... LoL.. Hope you won't mind!! Hehe...

Ah~!!! Watched The Green Day making of their PV yesterday.. And they are like so cool~!!! Songs are so nice also!! Woohoo!!! Green Day~!!! Hmm.. And I want to watch Tim Burton's Ghost Bride~!! Think it would be as nice as Nightmare before Christmas.. Whakaka... Maybe watch tml.. See Qiurong ba.. Hur hur...

Mental stress and disappointment.. Is so hard to handle... The four walls is already getting on me.. It should be a happy place.. Yes... I'm trying hard.. What can I say.. I'm just unfillial... I admit..

I just hope that we all could be back like last time.. Just as predicted.. Although I really don't want to accept it.. It has really come true.. Very true.. So true it hurts... But.. Time wears on.. Can things be undone? Can things be turned back? no.. ya.. we are being tested... Persistent to pass the test? I hope so...

I wish to forget.. I think the hope is still fat...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:58 AM



Thursday, September 22, 2005


UpDateS~!!!

okok.. so exams has finished.. went to cabin's house during mid autumn festival... all the talking with qiu rong and gary... and all... quite fun... whakaka...

Hmm... Since its holidays, I will work~!! Maybe at least 4 days per week.. Whakaka... Then money will come come come..... Yes... For now.. Money is the most important thing in my life.. Yes.. My life... You may think i'm materialistic.. But sorry.. I'm grown like that... I am taught to acknowledge that.. Money is the most important thing in my whole life.. So.. This holidays, yes.. I am going to earn the most important thing in my life...

A bit the busy these few days... So maybe would update less ba... Hmm.... see first lor... whakakaka....

Ah... HAPPY BIRTHDAY YF~!!!!! hope you enjoyed the fries throwing session...

I wanted to help you.. But you did not accept it.. Instead you went to the other way... I have nothing to say about it... I am utterly disappointed...

What have I done wrong? Until now I still don't understand... I admit.. I am a natural failure.. But.. That kind of disappointment in life... Totally hurts... Totally disppointed with my entire life.......



...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:48 AM



Monday, September 12, 2005


MaDnesS...

Although today is a Sunday.. The 2 most got life "bahs" went to school again to ""study""... Firstly.. Take note.. Bringing laptop to school when u are trying to study is a big mistake... Somemore.. zy forgot to bring the key.. So we were locked out of our home.. Ended up in the convention basement.. Then playing with the laptop... Browsing through my folders... And saw this folder which was in my desktop sicne sec 2 and now in laptop.. And turns out.. Its a mario game!! Somemore... Its an even older version than the one Zhiyi got!! Whakaka...

And we were so entertained by the game.. So exciting sia.. Whakaka... I got stuck on the first stage.. What the hell.. And Zhiyi got stuck on the stage which is like really quite hard.. Stupid zy keep on gek me...

And in the end.. I only studied like 1 chapter.. Will have to do more later.. Whakaka.. I very hardworking one.. LoL...



Hmm.. The thing which unlocks and connects broke... Maybe it was fated.. Yeap.... What can I do man~~


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:45 AM



Friday, September 09, 2005


10 hours more...

Okie.. So when the time is about 10 more hours to ccta exam, I have just finished studying.. LoL... Haha... Will do the past year paper after this... LoL... The exam time table just pasted on the wall opposite my table... Ah.... The look of it... So the... Okie.. Nothing... Whakaka...

Ha... Wish everyone good luck for tomorrow's paper!!!!!


I Believe

I believe 当我在你家门口
下雨了你看了也会难过

I believe 你不说话的时候
也是一种其实你在回应我
虽然不曾说相信你正在懂
就算牵的不是我的手
我不真的难过

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作
你在为我加油

不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己
I believe 你总会看到我
在某个时候想让你陪伴的是我

I believe 没有回应的时候
只不过正好你在电话中
I believe 语音信箱的沉默
也是一种其实你在倾听我
虽然不曾说相信
你正在懂就算牵的不是我的手
我真的不难过

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容有时候
也宁可当作你在为我加油

不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己
I believe你总会看到我
在一切之后留在你身边的是我

那延续太久的一时冲动
在你身后的独角戏聚光
灯没亮过
怀疑是自己编造的内容
你从不真的认得我

不知道在高兴什么
你的笑容
有时候也宁可当作
你在为我加油

不知道在妄想什么
只告诉自己
I believe一定会有结果
在很久以后
留在你身边的是我

会陪着你的人是我

Hmm... Simple song yet so meaningful... Andrea chose the right song.. Really touching.. Whakaka....
And I think I understood it.. It was me all along.. What can I do? Whakaka.. Nothing...


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 4:36 AM



Friday, September 02, 2005


Time Turning......

okie... Studied for nearly the whole day in clubhouse today after going to qf's ah ma there... Hmm... A bit the solemn.. Hope he ok... Which I think he is... Whakaka.... Sianded.... 7 more hrs to acmb... I have no hope...

On the bus thinking... Then felt that I really wish that time could be turned back.. If time could be turned back.. I would have wished everything to be well... Everything wrong to be undone... Why didn't I thought of anything... Regret... But those times are over... Never to be returned... Haiz... Is Einstein's hypothesis really workable? I wouldn't mind to try testing it out.. I would give everything to turn back time.... But it will never happen...

Ya.. So.. Now what I have to do? Look forward to tomorrow's acmb and work... Whakaka.....


...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:41 AM



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..HaTeS..
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..wiShiNg fOr..
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
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a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..


..wAntS tO LeArN..
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master my instrument
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