Browsing through the forum and saw many people's signatures has pics.. And last time i didn't noe how to put a pic there until recently.. So.. decided to make a pic of urahara and gin~~ LoL.. cos nothing to do.. and here it is!!
nice lei~ LoL.. k lah.. nothing much... its quite simple..
no chinese words today.. training tml~
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:56 AM
Emotions Marching Over...
LoL... i'm amazing at my title for the post.. it makes no sense.. LoL.. but.. whatever.. whoever can figure it out is amazing too.. whakaka...
work today.. hmm.. fine.. got 2 more new guys.. one malay whom actually i've worked with before.. and another guy, wei leong.. who looks like lixin.. all kids sia.. no have people my age.. and i feel so old.. and also quite sad about the senior staff thing.. haiz.. what's with the world man.. are we supposed to act all bossy to gain things? are we supposed to make people hate us to gain superiority? i dun want much.. i just want a name.. to have a place there.. two and a half years.. i think it has gone to waste.. whatever..
烦恼。
有些人选择直接面对。这种人是勇敢的。有的选择不去想。
第二者，通常都以为不去想会更好。以为如果不去想，就会比较简单。
那种人，在有事做时，在朋友周围时，是无忧的。
但当他一单独时，他就再也不能逃避了。
烦人的事会像暴风雨的雨滴一样，争先恐后地冲下来。
它们不会对主人留情。反而会越来越多，越来越乱。
那人的思想就会越来越乱。乱得他喘不过气。最后窒息而死。
如果说勇敢面对。乱乱的"烦恼"会一个一个慢慢整理，慢慢解开吗？
可能那人有太多迷底，太多问题，太多想说的事。
迷底难解，问题难答，而想说的事，不知该从何说起。
那就别解，别答，别说吧。
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好多华文字。真是对不起啊~
在这里写了乱七八糟的东西。
哈。。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 2:37 AM
Sooo Long..
Its been quite long since my last update.. Life has been colourful as usual.. Trial camp was quite fun.. So ya..
Results taken.. And finally completed my course of study.. Now only waiting for the official graduation which will be in June.. Quick quick... But before that.. FOC... come come~~
Many many disagreements between sgls and agls.. but most of the disagreements come from misunderstandings.. but even when the misunderstandings are cleared, there are still possibilty that the disagreements will be there.. so heck.. whatever lah huh...
Finished watching the Bleach.. Waiting for the later episodes to slowly come out.. Slowly reading the manga too.. and basically quite free... cos manga slowly coming out too.. So what do I do to my entertainment industry?
花樣少年少女!!! LoL... its a sweet story.. but a girl quietly being at the side of the one she loves and still stay as friends.. when both like each other.. this kind of thing will never happen in the real world.. I think.. ha.. but I believe that the power of love can really make a girl do anything out of the world.. like losing 30+kg... and maybe go into a boys' school.. but can never happen.. cos all the records will be against you.. LoL...
Yesterday.. Went back to school to "oversee" log comm people.. And talked to ben and weng.. And after the talk I found that one of the aspects of my life is quiet messed up.. no.. SUPER messed up.. and i need to straighten out my thinking.. and I dunno how.. talked to zhang.. (btw went out with zhang and kutt yesterday!!) and some things cleared.. but some things cannot be cleared until i have straightened out my thoughts.. i really need to study neurology.. then I can analyse my own brain.. why so messy..
by the way.. after the talk with ben and weng.. and after zhang and kutt outing.. I found out that everyone has the same conclusion about one thing.. which I have never thought of.. even my family also has the same conclusion.. LoL.. am I that stupid.. or just plain dumb.. i dunno sia..
and there's this song.. which is the ost for 花樣少年少女 sung by TANK... i found that for both the dramas which I liked.. 花樣少年少女 and 天外飞仙, both the starting song was sung by SHE and ending by TANK.. LoL.. coincidence.. and here's the lyrics.. cos its a meaningful song..
TANK-专属天使(片尾曲)
我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
小小的手掌大大的力量
我一定也会像你一样飞翔
你想去的地方就是我的方向
有我保护笑容尽管灿烂
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
要不是你出现
我一定还在沉睡
绝望的以为生命只有黑夜
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望
好一首歌，但不在我生活。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:58 AM
wOrk...
Work today... The only entertaining part about work today is the part before it starts.. weiqi and wei jian came for interview.. sorry for being late.. and the "hua" was working.. we were so stunned.. high chance they will be hired.. but dunno source reliable or not..
work was sian and quite busy.. cos under-staff.. and all the other staff present.. buay zai.. but nvm.. everything went well till the end..
回家路上，在我组屋楼下，
一堆银柳被丢弃在垃圾桶旁。
好奇，所以往前看看。
银柳上长了一些fungi... 好可怜。
妈妈说，新年后，银柳就不要了。
每人都会把家中的银柳丢掉。
总感觉这对银柳好不公平。
新年时，它不是拿来照财吗？
它不是放在家中漂漂亮亮的吗?
长了东西，就不要了。
好可怜。可能这就是银柳的命吧。
银柳虽然美，但背后藏着个可怜的命运啊。
而那命运，是人类主宰的。
回家路上，看到了月圆。
如果月亮是男的，那他就是英俊的。
但在我心里，月亮一直以来都是个姐姐。
所以，月圆，是漂亮的。
看着她，心里变得好平静。
她就像个姐姐，从高空守护着我，看着我。
知道月亮在空中，是个安慰。
可能，这是巨蟹座的个性吧 。
月亮是他们的星球。
今晚的月圆，好美，好亮。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:02 AM
mAybE...
Nua-ed at home today... And read bleach and death note manga... Lots of reading~~ Tml work... Sian.. And weiqi and wei jian coming for interview too.. good luck to them... bless them too..
Got to go sleep now.. Zzzzz.....
虽然我们一起度过了三百七十八天，
但是那也不会让你有权利在这时候一直干涉我的生活。
对不起，
可能我有点冷淡。
但这就是我。
问我太多，
反而我会觉得被限制，被烦。
可能这对你来说是一种关心。
对我来说，不是。
现在还有更多更多的事，
难以用语言解释。
只能说，
对不起各位。
一切都是我的错。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 1:51 AM
rAin RaiN raIn...
Finally bought something for DnD... A white "fluffy dress" from Series.. Its got very cute pockets.. But they have to be taken out.. Cos very the mismatch.. Hope it works well for DnD... If not.. "hiu lan"...
Airforce fair.. the guy at the booth keep urging me to apply for pilot.. hmm.. but dun think i will apply for pilot le.. maybe WSO and senior technician ba.. hopefully can get in.. what about lab jobs? maybe that can come later..
无星星的天空，
接着细雨绵绵不断。
在屋内，在屋外，
灰暗的天空下，
是一座正在哭泣的城市。
从胡歌的博客读过，
他朋友说，
生活也应该是秋的状态。
不管之前怎么遭遇风吹雨打，
到了这个时候，总要收获点东西，
总会有果实的。
人不能无止境地生活在痛苦中，
当失去的东西无法挽回，
我们更不能失去自我。
生命注定要经历一次次磨难,
才能塑造出与众不同，
所有的经历都是获得，
所有的获得都是上苍给予的恩宠。
至理名言啊...
那这雨几时才会停呢？
天晓得...
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:03 AM
SC.. or Kerry?
aka Black
aka Ah Chan
06231987
SLEEP
Daydreaming~
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J-pop & Manga
锦户 亮 (Kanjani8)
生田 斗真
森田 刚 (V6)
Bleach
the '仲良's
Bah Bah 6 Jie Mei
the Gang
GFDT Club
Xiao Mei
Xiao Qiangs..
Esp those that flies!
an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
a new bike
a new mp3
a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
master my instrument
master the plane
cha do
Jap (languange)
first aiding
swimming (oops)
dance (heh??)
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