yoho... today's monday.. the start of all misery of a week for everyone.. but no fret!! there's the weekend to look forward to!
sat.. meeting yf and the recruits.. waraku.. we ate a lot.. and shared some food.. its super nice!! then for dou hua!! has delicious as ever... but poor weiqi was quite not feeling well.. hopefully he's fine now..
sun.. registered for basic theory.. stunning huh.. was supposed to just accompany pam.. but since i'm there.. why not.. swensen's at panjang.. then some window shopping with sis.. and home it is..
lately.. i have been very determined to get into airforce.. so much that i find myself singing "maybe if i think and wish and hope and pray it might come true.." but seems like they really dun want me.. LoL..
胡歌 is back.. actually he's back since June and busy with "射雕".. but i didn't noe until now.. and re-watching 天外 makes me think.. whether he thought that he would have met with the accident bout months later.. and bout the small diff in his looks now.. its not a very big difference.. but he may be very sensitive to it.. looking at the way he now talks and he behaves.. the once so merry and confident 胡歌 no longer talks that way.. no longer smile that way.. maybe i can't wish the old him to come back.. but i just hope he live happily.. healthily.. and safely..
yesterday.. or maybe this morning.. i dreamt a weird dream.. i dreamt that i could see ghosts.. and i was quite young in the dream.. i was so scared i kept my mother beside me all the time.. and wanted her to hug me.. they were everywhere.. and i had the impression that 玛玛's near us in the dream.. then the dream just dissappeared and i forgot whether i continued sleeping or i woke up.. does this dream mean anything? hmm.. but in the dream.. when mother was hugging me.. it felt so warm.. gosh.. pls dun say i'm disgraceful.. i still love my mother.. LoL..
finally...
like.. since so long..
what the hell were you thinking man..
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爱到不爱的境界。
说声“我不喜欢你。”
但心里那喜欢还是存在。
这样，真的行吗？
爱到不爱。。
默默地守着。。
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 8:40 PM
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an instrument of my own
bike and car license
honda jazz
honda CBF 150
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a permanent slimdown
more shirts
more money
a long long long break..
the piano.. so someone..
song composing
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cha do
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