Went to 姑丈's funeral yesterday.. He looked peaceful.. And when I looked at him inside that case.. It reminded me of 玛玛.. they both looked the same.. 姑丈's the 6th in his family.. and his elder bro was there.. it makes me ponder.. if i die before sis.. would she grief? hmm.. nvm that thought.. when we were there.. the feeling of utmost unwelcome came like virus.. and i really wondered how mom could stay there the whole day.. its so evident they dun like our family.. or maybe save sis.. the feeling just sucks.. and i really wanted to leave..
all the hypocritical faces there.. all the smirky faces there.. and that woman talked to me.. it made me feel so dirty.. i'm a hypocrite too.. ya.. slap me..
today.. during work. .at around 4+.. this office number called.. after finishing everything, i called back.. and it was recruit express calling.. so i'm going for interview tml after work.. the guy is really nice.. he promised to wait for me till i arrive.. but i'll try not to make him wait..
work today was quite fine.. cos sister A wasn't here.. and she wun be back till next week.. she's on block leave.. the only person who was quite mad was sister E.. she's taking over sister A huh..
yeap.. tml's another day of work.. wish me luck huh.. oh ya.. i applied for airforce again.. may their efficiency increase..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 10:36 PM
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