she's been gone for 4 hrs and 28 mins.. plus plus.. at this present time when i'm typing.. sitting on her plane.. maybe drinking orange juice.. or sleeping.. and i'm missing her already..
like we said.. its really weird.. not to have her around.. all the outings are going to be different... no one there to act cute.. no one there to sai nai.. no one there to crack funny jokes.. i'm gonna miss her a lot..
we were all sending her with a smile.. waving her good bye.. and we all held up our tears till she went in.. poor huu, kutt and yii.. we shedded tears.. but were happy for our dear friend.. cos deep in our hearts we know that our dear zhang is pursuing a journey of happiness for her future.. and of course we would want her future to be bright as a star..
it feels really heavy to know that she's not here anymore.. its really like a missing piece in a puzzle.. when i think of it as she's no longer here.. the smile fades.. and the heart's heavy.. maybe its selfish.. but its really sad.. hopefully it will subside.. really.. humans will only understand the importance of something or someone.. only when he/she loses it.. now i truly understand.. and somehow.. i really quite regret it..
lin zhiyi.. though you won't see this.. but hopefully.. u will call me when you reach canberra.. or sydney.. please.. now i really hope brain telephathy really works..
lastly.. lin zhiyi.. i really miss you..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 12:11 AM
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