k.. this is going to be another long post.. basically.. i went to vivo w/ vin and pam today and we lam nua-ed there.. LoL.. nothing to do lah.. so we rather go lam nua..
firstly.. i shall announce that.. i have a xiao mei!! wei san!! i'm so happy!! we are very very similar in many many ways.. like we have relatives from malaysia.. both in log.. love phantom of opera.. etc etc.. i'm super happy.. my first xiao mei.. shall try my best to take care of her.. i guess.. i hope..
after reading many posts.. many people talking to me.. here's my story..
We came back.. Not for anyone.. But for Ron.. We didn't want him to collapse.. We became his support.. took the trainings.. and went for trial camp.. unwelcomed comments came.. but we took it in our stride.. because we knew there was misunderstandings.. which was cleared..
question.. should we go back for foc? we looked at the comments and them.. we decided.. we should.. for them, we stayed on for holidays and foc.. as days passed.. they grew.. even the seniors grew.. foc came.. we went back to help.. everyone put in their best.. even if there was mistakes everywhere.. we tried to cover up.. still there was unwelcomed comments from "upstairs"..
then i thought.. for fuck i come back and be kb-ed at everytime.. for fuck i do so much and in the end people think that i have done nothing.. for fuck i try so hard and people say what the fuck have u done.. for fuck i try to clear things up and be kb-ed for not coordinating well.. but something came.. i saw the "beloved AGLs".. i was so happy i nearly cried.. but i held back.. i went away.. then this event made me so high.. i forgot what I was thinking a few moments ago..
post camp.. we told them they did very well.. they themselves some thought they did well.. some didn't.. it doesn't matter.. because they are in the position to comment.. but there are just those comments.. which seriously are demoralising.. and even indirectly to us.. but i fuck it.. seriously..
because I got what I needed from them and the seniors.. they told me we have really teached them well.. they told me we were really nice.. they told me they really wanted us back.. and its really enough.. the seniors have really grown and become teachers themselves.. its a relief.. i was touched.. and i am assured.. my time has ended.. their time has come.. the seniors have succeeded.. they have graduated.. we have fulfilled our job..
thanks you all for everything.. I have learned a lot through these 3 years of my GL life.. I still have the passion.. but passion will never out beat restrictions.. i wanna thank all who have gone through these 3 years of GL life with me.. you noe who you are.. even if you just appeared like super late in these 3 years.. salute to all.. and great thanks..
LSCT will run forever... trust me..
...tHiS wAs wrItTeN @ 3:22 AM
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